Not updated this in ages, but generally I am thinking screw poker right now.. running real bad and I am consistently losing 80/20′s, 70/30s when it matters over what feels like a big sample. I can win mtts, just not on my own accounts.. hmmm.
typical stuff I am whining about:
For top 5 w/ 33 left in the 100k on boss only 22k for 1st, obv I can’t hold when I am a sick favorite.
MiniFtops 6max. w/ these stacks and w/ 46k for 1st, this is just sick.
another Miniftops donkament yawn.
always the same shit, minicashes or ridic suckouts. I’ve whiffed some 32k and 30k scores on ftp/stars and just can’t seem to final table anything on there.. plenty of final 30s, last 50′s in the brawl etc, but never winning the final flips while deep.. So I’m moving down to low stakes mtts on European sites for a bit till I build my roll..
Queue up the self-bans from the two highest variance MTT money pits. I know over xmas I will get boozed up and try to play the 109s etc on ftp/stars, so this is a good idea:
Dear player,
You have requested to partake in PokerStars Responsible Gaming Self-Exclusion. Your exclusion period will start once you exit all tables.
Your ability to make deposits and participate in any PokerStars gaming activity has now been closed for 30 days. You will be able to regain access after 2010/01/14 2:07 CET.
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Dear player,
Your request to exclude yourself from playing on our website has now been processed. As of 2009-12-14 20:06:13, you will be able to log onto your Full Tilt Poker account, but will not be allowed to sit at any of our real money (and/or play money tables).
In addition, you will not be able to deposit money into your player account or participate in any player-to-player transfers during your exclusion.
Your exclusion will end at 2009-12-28 20:06:13
I'll be back in Jan ftw.. 50euro mtts or less (and the boss 100k w/ sicko structure obv) until then..
Tiny Brag / EDIT: Obviously since I decided to grind smaller stuff, I created a PKR account with rakeback since my pokerbuddy benjones keeps telling me how soft it is. I played 2 mtts (5$ and 25$ 6max) to try the site out, and while the software is tilting, the players are ABC/Nits/Terribad, so I came 2nd in the 25$ 6max for 546$ (I lose 88 < ajo all in pre for a gazillion chips vs a regular heads-up) , so a good start to the grind on the eurodonk sites. Here’s my stats page on PKR.. I’ll try to get it up to 15-20k by end of Feb hopefully.
Thought I’d post a poker video – here’s my 2nd place in the €25+rebuy on old faithful, Boss media – where I play on Pokerheaven as upaymyweed. 
prolly not, but who knows ! 
(three of a kind, Queens)
(a pair of Queens)
